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In which there is Newsies, Lost and Delirious, and tears in the early morning

de_paddestoel Nov 21, 2006 01:46

I think I adore crying with movies.

Maybe I want to feel awful, cry myself to sleep.

Tomorrow I have to complete my art folio having done nothing valuable for the past semester, suddenly learn Alma del Core, convince Mum to give me a lift to Kate's because my exam finishes late, learn the french vocab for the entire year.

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lazy, weary, impossible, porcelain, camera, hopeless, the tight stretch of dried tears, particles of, spent all day studying at sumi's, the cure, touching grieving adoring and dancing, happy, scared, looking over my shoulder, help me please, paralysed, chin on my knee, un-self-disciplined, crying, almost a gasp away, the ache of a tense forehead, can i call it grief?, i can't do it, lost and delirious, mum and julian and jack and zoe asleep, subdued, like dad's etching's, worthless, cruel, procrastinating, newsies, can't do it, idiot, the raptor, a lack of emotional stability, throw it away, kiss me kiss me kiss me, plastic poem, foot directly under knee, unforgivable, like a foil in the meat of the thigh, a dream plays the sweet smudgy edges, apathetic, stupid

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de_paddestoel Oct 16, 2006 00:51

Today: cutting out birds from plastic for the spray can, rediscovering skirts and old exercise books, wearing Zoe's necklace at her request. Oranges. Apples. Watching the first few episodes of Coupling (and laughing a lot - it's brilliant :D), Particles of Truth, and Hedwig and the Angry Inch. Seeing the movie makes me even more sad that I didn't ( Read more... )

gale with stubble, gorgeousness, stanley knives, particles of, baking soda, headphones, nous sommes les baninas, apples, i want her corset, captain reckless' bass solo, better pick up that orange peel and hop, hedwig, dancing to exhaustion in one song, pawpaw on the television, power cords, i want to paint a silver cross on my for, hips, polka dots, oh! we forgot to eat the mango, it will be sexy, fangirls rule

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